may is here

so yup, hey. though many things have happened yesterday and recently, my friends have always bee there for me and yea. so, today, shuhua, pong, loh and zhenyi came over to my house to study with me. it was lots of fun and it did lifted my spirits. trying to adjust my life back to normal so yep. 

a treat from captainloh.

my two bestest friends ever.

gwiyomi bc we cool.

so yep, it's may tomorrow. should i be happy? yes no? april has been a damn shitty month, be it relationships, friendships or studies. i'm hoping may will be better and yea. goodluck for your mid years guys!

bye.

Lost

stupid monday blues. i just lost a very, very important person (n) and it hurts. what's worse is knowing that one of the people i care about the most, doesn't care about me at all. i'm sick of trying and caring. i'm sick of all these feelings i get and all these negative thoughts i think.i'm really considering letting this friend go. but each time i almost do, i just can't bear to. today's the worst monday ever and i'm really, really glad that there's no school tomorrow. okay f all this shit, i'm out of this game you're trying to play.