stupid monday blues. i just lost a very, very important person (n) and it hurts. what's worse is knowing that one of the people i care about the most, doesn't care about me at all. i'm sick of trying and caring. i'm sick of all these feelings i get and all these negative thoughts i think.i'm really considering letting this friend go. but each time i almost do, i just can't bear to. today's the worst monday ever and i'm really, really glad that there's no school tomorrow. okay f all this shit, i'm out of this game you're trying to play.
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