what exactly makes a person happy? can people really be truly happy for the rest of their lives? it's always the good people who gets put into the worst situations. but why? many things have happened lately and i have absolutely nothing to say about it. everything's just so fucked up and idek. what happened to the days where we can just relax and spend every night watching hi-5 and playing club penguin? what happened to those times where all we're worried about is to get into the best class in primary school? now we even have to fear the chance of retaining. does growing up really do this to everyone? as time passes by, everyone around me are getting more and more angsty, and their smiles and laughter are getting less and less genuine. it sucks to see people around you so sad and frustrated but yet you can't do anything about it. it sucks when you are the one having a problem too but you still have to deal with so much shit going on everywhere. it sucks. it really, really sucks. i hate this feeling i keep getting and i've been avoiding these thoughts for too long i just really need to get it out. it's hard to love life nowadays, all people wanna do is to die, to leave this horrid world. life is unfair, it really is. why cant every night be really chill, sitting by some really pretty place with a good book in hand, a cup of coffee or tea and some good music? why can't everyone just be happy? i don't even know who to trust, who to go to when i need a shoulder to cry on, who to share all my deep dark secrets with anymore. all these feelings really suck. my grades are dropping, my life is just sinking away day by day. don't we all wish we could just rewind time back to the old days where everything was all chilled and relaxing? everyone wants to be happy, but even the most optimistic person on earth has problems. why are we all even trying so hard when the outcome never fails to disappoint us? everything just fucking sucks.
everything,
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