it sucks to be a disappointment to your parents, to your teaches, to your friends and basically just to everyone. it really fucking sucks when i actually did put in more effort this time compared to other times. it sucks when i'm told that if i do my best, and put in lots of effort, the result doesn't matter......... and guess what? THE RESULT FUCKING MATTERS. why aren't we allowed to do things we actually like and instead, all of us are stuck in this hellhole called school, wasting our years away studying things we may not even remember in the future. everything about school sucks. idek where to start it's just such a huge burden on my shoulder rn i'm just so annoyed and frustrated and just UGH. i've already planned out nicely when to relax and when to study for the next two months of holidays and suddenly just because of one phone call from the teachers, i'm being forced to do at least one paper of a subject EVERY SINGLE DAY. what the fuck man i'm seriously sick of studying like what the hell do you want me to do..... how does learning how to calculate a beach profile or remembering all the trigonometry identities help me when i'm older? IT DOESN'T. like omg everything is just so annoying and i'm just so fucking tired of studying. i know i have more talent in doing something else but just because school is like compulsory, i'm actually forced to do something that will make me feel demoralised???? like what the fuck is this logic man. and then adding on to my studies, i'm having people around me who are having really bad problems and i'm just feeling so useless that i can't do anything to help them..... life IS unfair and what can i do about it? nothing. i'm just so done.
SO FUCKING DONE.
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